Tuesday, August 29, 2006 1:13 AM
BYEBYE Nelson....
really hav to thank him alot for teaching mi so much during my whole np life... he taught mi when i m sec2 as an nco.... when i m sec 4 he teach mi as a CI.... when i m a CI he teach mi as a mentor.... but he is going off next tues for NS le... wil miss him alot... but life wil stil hav to go on...
he keep on reminding mi tat the unit need mi now le... and i noe i should be responsible le... ever since i m a CI i hav been very slack it not like when i m a NCO when i m so enthu.... tink i hav disappoint him and meng lie ba... as meng lie oso told mi b4 she like the way i handle stuff when i m a NCO... but i m different when i came back as a CI... i noe it myself too... but after wat they told mi i hav decide to go back to the same way tat i hav been doing my stuff... i hav promised him le... and i promise i wont let him down...
feeling the pressure is now all on mi le.... i m going to become the 'lao jiao'... everyone wil come and look for mi when there is problem... i hope i can handle it ba... it really giving mi pressure le... haiz... but i promise i wil do my best and i wont let the unit down and most importantly i cant let myself down too... thank alot nelson and menglie....
ATC coming le... our unit are the camp coordinator... so we hav to plan everything... hope it wil go well ba... this is another pressure again... cos it the 1st time i m gng to involve in planning such a big event... it a whole area event with over 200 cadets ba... haiz... hope it wil be successful ba...
now to my basketball stuff again... another BIG BIG PRESSURE even bigger than the NP thing... haiz... my kneecap got big problems... all my friends asking mi to see doctor... but i don wan... i noe tat the doc wil ask mi to go for operation which by then i hav to rest for a few months which i don hope to do so... cos there is a competition coming in October le.... i don wanna miss it... really... haiz... donno wat to do... should i see a doc or carry on hurting my poor kneecap...? haiz...
now everything in my mind are all
PRESSURE, PRESSURE and PRESSURE.... haiz... juz cant put it down... donno how to settle oso... haiz... my friends hav been supporting mi... but i m juz letting them now... all i can do is to say sorry to my friend... u noe hu u r... i don wanna say hu u r... u should noe ar... thank alot.... but sorry to u... haiz...
tink i wil juz carry on with my basketball life ba... haiz... my kneecap is hurting mi again now... haiz... so pain... hope it wil be ok ba... haiz...
the only good thing tat i m happy now is tat it SCHOOL HOLIDAYS... so happy....
ok la... hav to go le... muz sleep liao... BYEBYE...
signing off : peedan :>
I M OFFICIALLY KNOWN AS EMO KID !!!
