Friday, November 30, 2007 6:32 PM
i m dead on 29112007 time 20hr29min36sec... i do not noe how or y it happens... juz because of a word unconscious and everything can be push away... juz a simple sorry can stop my wound from hurting... i donno... watever she says i do not know which was true and which was faked... i ask for the truth... she didnt wan to say... juz reply mi a simple "u noe i don like to ans this type of question" so as usual wat i alway don is to say not to force u... nvm... i hav got nth much to say... i shouldnt hav went to ur blog... it was a trap and i fall into it directly and deeply... thought tat i wil hav surprise from u... and indeed it a real big
SURPRISE... and since... tat it...
and once again i become an idiot again... my friend keep telling mi tat she is toying mi... but i don believe i juz don care... til now... i wont believe forever... don ever ask mi to give up again no way... u can don reply mi and u can don answer my call... but i juz don care... u say u don hope to hurt mi... but do u noe tat it even more hurting if u don even wan to contact mi...? a few day ago u said... we juz keep it as usual... tat day i didnt accept it but now i accepted le... and this happen... i really donno wat to do... i m totally confused by u... i fell into it... all i hope now is we will at least be able to contact each other but i believe it is not gng to happen at all...
i noe i shldnt fall for u... it not the right time... but i juz cant help it... nth more to say... juz hope u will understand and give mi a reply...
I WONT GIVE UP...街灯绊住我眼前下一步拉长的影子嘲弄的回顾电话亭仍留着你的话一句话掉一滴泪今晚的我会是如何入睡原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语我不懂得如何更爱你影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己你收的干净我也会不留一点痕迹说故事也要像是真的可是别触动那些回忆今夜你说了最后一句一句话掉一滴泪看来今晚的我很难入睡原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱
你影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹i wanna change the last sentence:
可是我一定会留痕迹before i end here is my 生死簿：17112007： 下午一点三十分 - 我跌进去了。22112007： 晚上九点零三分二十九秒 - 我认识了他，他给我的第一封简讯。27112007： 凌晨十二点五十八分十一秒 - 不能说的秘密29112007： 凌晨两点五十七分五十九秒 - 我复活了。 晚上八点二十九分三十六秒 - 叶敦辉死了。in juz a short 12 days so many thing happen... it rather amazing.. i cant even believe it... to all my friend out there i m dead...
RIP YET DUN HUI 29112007Labels: dead
I M OFFICIALLY KNOWN AS EMO KID !!!
