Sunday, December 16, 2007 3:46 AM
alo... blogging... b4 i start everything... i wanna say sry to caiber.... so sry... don angry ok...? forgive mi can...? let mi noe if u forgive mi ya...?
ok... start out with last sunday... went for yew keng at marsiling... veryvery dulan it was raining the whole day... when we reach the destination to pray the rain stop when we r on the road travelling the rain started pouring down again... was like wth... the heaven is playing with us lor... so in the end... wat i expected to happen... become true...
on monday i was sick... was feeling hot and cold... awhile cold awhile hot... so went to see doctor.... then got mc for mon and tues.... haha... so can take a good rest le.... haha...
so on tues went to bugis with robin go shop ard and see girls... haha.... he was a real kaki to mi... we r really good buddy... share everything we each others... our unhappiness.... and i found out tat we actually share the same though... haha...
on wed... it a real bored day... very xianz.... after work then came home le... then do nth whole night.... damn xianz... so nth much happen on wed...
to thurs... same old routine went to work in the morning... then came home le... when i reach home was damn bored lor... then came online to chat with her... u noe hu u r... haha... chat for a very long time... she say she very tired... i was so heartache to noe tat she was so tired... donno y oso... juz natural reaction... haiz.... then ard 10 actually wanted to call ah yong and ask him sth... in the end he suggested to meet out... so i said sorry to her... put her aeroplane... really very sorry ok? so carry on with ah yong so he took cab to my hse here cos he was actually staying in punggol then we go down to yio chu kang there de roti prata shop... i ask ah bee along... then chitchat there til ard 12 then went home to sleep le....
on fri... same thing went to wrk go home after tat... rest awhile then go temple.... haiz... it was a damn xianz day lor... quarrel with tat old man... it not the first time liao lor... almost beat him up... i didnt noe tat there a actually a so coward MAN in the world... i m so hot... then in the end old man say sry to mi... so shiok... haha.... then everything went back to normal le....
sat go temple again... uncle go ppl hse do sth til now then came home... was so tired.... suddenly having flu... so xianz... the running nose is til on now... then she actually called mi to ask mi come blog... but i cant run away... so only manage to do it now.... sorry sorry ok? don angry hao ma...? when she call mi i ask her wat she was doing... she said she was hugging bearbear... i m so so happy... hope tat she wil forgive mi ba... don ask for anything more le... ok..? forgive mi pls....
tml i will be gng to yewkeng with ppl from tian ci gong at amk.... go there look after road.... it the slackest ever yewkeng i will be gng for ba... don hav this type of chance... haha.... hav to wake up at 12 later... xianz....
then at night wanna come back for the big match lor... haha... man united vs liverpool... all the way united... haha....
ok now is sth i wanna say to her.... ppl u all can see but don kpo ar....
这段话是要送给你的，你知道你是谁，不要否认喔。“不管你怎么对我，我都不会放弃的。你问过我，为什么好对你这好。我也把答案给你了，你应该明白吧。我只希望你可以给我一个机会好好的照顾你，好吗？现在我不会逼你，你不想做的事。我只是希望你不要再为他伤心，如果是我，我宁可是我伤心，我也不会让你伤心。明白吗？”希望你给我这个机会。
ok... don wan to say so much le... later my buddy will say i emo again... haha... i admit la... a bit emo lor... haha... but wat to do.. this is mi... cos i really love her too deeply liao... fall too deeply into the trap le... then somemore too fat... then cannot climb up liao... haha...ok la... wanna end le...
歌曲：记得
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
ok... end le... caiber... forgive mi ok...?
我是神精病BEARBEAR, 王八蛋BEARBEAR，臭鸡蛋BEARBEAR，臭臭BEARBEAR。不要生气了好吗？原谅我好吗？拜拜
Labels: 王八蛋BEARBEAR，臭鸡蛋BEARBEAR，臭臭BEARBEAR，记得, 神精病BEARBEAR
I M OFFICIALLY KNOWN AS EMO KID !!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:57 PM
aloalo... back to blog le... today i was on mc.... due to my high fever yesterday... not fully recovered yet... and my neck started to ache... donno wat happen to my body... was like so weak for this few days... haiz... so today i had go nth to do so in the afternoon went to bugis with weiliang and robin... waited for robin for half an hour... was like... wat the... nvm...
when i was walking along bugis... i was like hoping to see her there bcos... she seem to be gng there quite frequently this few days.. so was hoping tat fate will let mi meet her... but well... u all noe... there wont be such conincidence for mi... haiz... so juz walk ard and slack ard... no mood at all... because when i called her... her phone was like kanna cut off... i was damn worried... donno wat happen to her... cant contact her at all... and i almost got bang down by a car in the carpark... as i wasnt concentrating when i was walking... was tinking abt sth.... shldnt post it here... haha... donno wat happen from tat one day onwards... whenever she didnt contact mi for tat whole day i will feel very uncomfortable... donno y is there this type of feeling... perhaps i really miss her too much le ba... haiz... but wat else can i do...? juz sit and wait for my chance ba... i cant possibly ask her to breakup with her bf... becos... i am simply juz a good gentleman... haha... my friends out there might feel like vomitting but don u all tink so... haha... i really miss her alot... and one more thing... i wan to let her noe... i stil don hav the courage to tok to her face to face... don even dare to see her eye to eye... face to face... haiz.. i m useless isnt it? or perhaps i m juz too shy.. haha... my friend might say tat i will shy one meh... but the fact is it is definitely true....
ok back to bugis... ard 7 we had got nth to do... so i came back straight home le... so xianz... robin was a spoilspot... he went to geylang to look for her girl... damn buay on lor... haha.... so reach home le... got nth to do at all.... and one more thing... i will be left all alone at home for this 3 days... cos all my family abandon mi in singapore... and all of them went to genting le... haiz... will be veryvery lonely for this 3 days le... boring....
another song here... maybe i am tinking too much... but i hope this is true...
歌曲：么相爱的人不能够在一起
每当我在夜里想起你的时候
不知道你在哪头
心里面有许多许多的爱与愁
不知是否是永远的伤口
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
相见只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带着你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会再出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
相见只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带着你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会再出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带着你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会再出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜
can this be true... i donno.. does she hav feeling for mi...? i donno... does she like mi...? i donno.... does she love mi...? i donno too... i juz donno everything and donno wat she is thinking... i am juz too confuse right now... but anyway i will juz wait for her and wait for the day... i stil hav 34 days to achieve it... it seem to be getting more and more mission impossible le... but i will try my best.... bb everyone got nth to do le.... haiz...
and officially alway my ending sentence.... haha...
I am 神精病BEARBEAR....
haha... byebye everyone... niteznitez..
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I M OFFICIALLY KNOWN AS EMO KID !!!
